Life is unpredictable. I wanted to come to Denmark so much. I always had this dream of me being finally abroad. It’s still my dream. But this little experience got me a lesson. It’s.. I always knew, that I’m not a loner, right. But I thought, I need to leave and grow up. It’s not that simple and after this I think I’m grown enough. Grown enough for now. I’m not done, yet. I’m 22. (well, 23 at the end of november) I need people around me. People I love, to support me, be by my side. I’m just that kind of a person. For example, I thought I’d get used to thing, that I can’t be with my boyfriend often (only once in 2 months). I knew it would be hard at the beginning, but people get used to things! That’s what I thought. I was wrong. I’m not ready for this kind of a decision. Not yet. My priorities have changed. Or I just realized what are my real priorities. If I love someone, I want him to be part of it. Part of my dream. He is not part of it, if he is over 1000 km away. Yeah, you can say “he is in your heart” and that kinds of bullshits (sorry), but it’s just romantic way of making things easier when they’re NOT and you won’t feel any better after all. Life teaches you. Everyone is different, you could choose something else. Do what you feel and that’s what I’m doing. The future is unwritten. :)